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Oh god, look; He's online.
Your heart lets off a harsh thud before going into a more... pleasant -if I may use that word- hyperdrive.
What should you do? Do you message him? Wait for him to talk to you first? What if he doesn't? You don't wanna seem desperate, but in all honesty, you are...
Just as you're about to cave, he beats you to punch. Your heart leaps with joy. He initiated the conversation! That must mean he likes you... Or at the very least, likes talking to you. You regain your composure as you type what you think is a witty response.
A conversation sparks, and the two of you talk for hours; though to you it feels like just minutes. He actually tells you he has to go rather than just logging off and you two are able to say a proper goodbye.
While you’re happy for that, another fact weighs heavy on your mind…
You still hadn’t told him how you felt.
It would’ve been a perfect opportunity; you were getting along just fine, and the mood seemed right. All throughout the conversation, an inner voice nagged at you, Do it! Tell him! to which you responded, Alright, just give me a second.
But that second turned into a minute, and that minute turned into an hour, and before you knew it another chance slipped by.
It was always like this with him. You had reasons to believe he returned your feelings, but you had just as many reasons to believe he didn’t. You would constantly tell yourself, “Today’s the day! I’m going to tell him!”, and then your fear would get the best of you. You convinced yourself that you were just waiting for him to make the first move
Deep down, you knew that wasn’t true.
You were simply too shy.
There she was, the epitome of beauty itself. Not just outer beauty either, she had a great personality and a heart of pure gold, locked safely away in her chest where it would pose no threat to the jewelry industry.
How you wished you possessed that most precious metal.
How you longed to tell her your true feelings.
To tell her Venus and Aphrodite both spat her name in jealousy, cursing the day a being so much more perfect than they was born.
That you thought of her more often than there grains of sand on the beach, or stars in the sky, or strands of hair on her beautiful head...
God, were these really Your thoughts? When did you become such a sap? You tried to shake these thoughts out of your head, knowing they would only come out a jumbled mess if you tried to say them to her.
Those words would come later, you decided. When you had her hooked. In your mind you pictured it happening like a movie; you’d confess your feelings, and even if she didn’t return them at first, in the end she would realize she loved you too, and you’d be together…
All you had to do was take that step.
Back to reality, where you had finally cleared your head of everything except those three words. Your nerves troubled you greatly, but you were so sure that you could control them… they weren’t going to get you down, no, not today!
And then she turned around and smiled at you.
Your nerve left you, and you bumbled some lame story, to which she laughed. You normally loved to hear her laugh, but this time, it was like holding a hedgehog; painful at first, then numbing. You both went your separate ways, as you had other things to do, and you sighed, mentally kicking yourself.
Once again, you backed out.
You were simply too shy.
Your heart lets off a harsh thud before going into a more... pleasant -if I may use that word- hyperdrive.
What should you do? Do you message him? Wait for him to talk to you first? What if he doesn't? You don't wanna seem desperate, but in all honesty, you are...
Just as you're about to cave, he beats you to punch. Your heart leaps with joy. He initiated the conversation! That must mean he likes you... Or at the very least, likes talking to you. You regain your composure as you type what you think is a witty response.
A conversation sparks, and the two of you talk for hours; though to you it feels like just minutes. He actually tells you he has to go rather than just logging off and you two are able to say a proper goodbye.
While you’re happy for that, another fact weighs heavy on your mind…
You still hadn’t told him how you felt.
It would’ve been a perfect opportunity; you were getting along just fine, and the mood seemed right. All throughout the conversation, an inner voice nagged at you, Do it! Tell him! to which you responded, Alright, just give me a second.
But that second turned into a minute, and that minute turned into an hour, and before you knew it another chance slipped by.
It was always like this with him. You had reasons to believe he returned your feelings, but you had just as many reasons to believe he didn’t. You would constantly tell yourself, “Today’s the day! I’m going to tell him!”, and then your fear would get the best of you. You convinced yourself that you were just waiting for him to make the first move
Deep down, you knew that wasn’t true.
You were simply too shy.
There she was, the epitome of beauty itself. Not just outer beauty either, she had a great personality and a heart of pure gold, locked safely away in her chest where it would pose no threat to the jewelry industry.
How you wished you possessed that most precious metal.
How you longed to tell her your true feelings.
To tell her Venus and Aphrodite both spat her name in jealousy, cursing the day a being so much more perfect than they was born.
That you thought of her more often than there grains of sand on the beach, or stars in the sky, or strands of hair on her beautiful head...
God, were these really Your thoughts? When did you become such a sap? You tried to shake these thoughts out of your head, knowing they would only come out a jumbled mess if you tried to say them to her.
Those words would come later, you decided. When you had her hooked. In your mind you pictured it happening like a movie; you’d confess your feelings, and even if she didn’t return them at first, in the end she would realize she loved you too, and you’d be together…
All you had to do was take that step.
Back to reality, where you had finally cleared your head of everything except those three words. Your nerves troubled you greatly, but you were so sure that you could control them… they weren’t going to get you down, no, not today!
And then she turned around and smiled at you.
Your nerve left you, and you bumbled some lame story, to which she laughed. You normally loved to hear her laugh, but this time, it was like holding a hedgehog; painful at first, then numbing. You both went your separate ways, as you had other things to do, and you sighed, mentally kicking yourself.
Once again, you backed out.
You were simply too shy.
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Seventeen (In Phases)
1.
It was because her parents had named her for the grandmother who had broken her mother’s heart. The grandmother whose heart was supposed to have melted from her birth and hadn’t.
That was why her mother barely looked at her. That was why she called her ‘girl’.
That was why she liked to pretend she was the quiet woman in the background of an old black and white movie. Because everything here was like an old black and white movie.
[And if she really looked back, her mother had never appreciated the elegance of the 1950s enough.]
2.
It was because she hated surprises. The surprise she got on her sixth birthday wh
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Hello Darling.
Hello darling.
I see you're hiding behind long sleeves.
I can see you trying to cover up your "ugly side" with gemstones and lace, with pretty clothes and make up.
But, hello darling.
You can show me.
Hello dear.
I see you're pushing away your dinner.
I can see you thrusting fingers down your throat into the sink, trying to hide your secret with laughter and smiles.
But, hello dear.
You can show me.
Hello honey.
I see you're hiding behind these precious things that the others care so much about.
I see you're upset with who you are, in fear that who you are might upset others.
I see you're broken, and I see, you're outspoken. You're lost a
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handle with care
there are 206 bones in the
human body. it only takes one good
squeeze and your neck can snap as
easily as a twig.
once, when i was at the grocery
store, i came across a crate of
peaches. they were on sale because
every single one was bruised and it
made me think, "we're all just pieces of fruit
left to rot. as soon as we've been dropped on the
floor, no one wants to help us back up."
i've forgotten how to think in poetics.
three months ago i would have
compared people to roses. pretty little petals
that can be crushed with just
one little pinch and thorny stems that
whisper "don't touch me."
but now,
i think we're more like
bombshel
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I read 's piece I think I love you more, and was so inspired and dawwed by the cheesy sweetness of it all that I had to make my own admitedly very cheesy piece. It's a little rushed, and not quite...
Okay, fuck that shit. I'm actually extremely proud of this piece. It is, in my opinion, the best original piece I've written, in all its sappiness.
The only thing I think could maybe use improvement is the first part. I feel like I did so great with the second half... with the descriptions, and the metaphors, and the similes...
Being a heterosexual girl, I imagined the first one being from a girl's point of view about a guy, and the second from a guy's point of view about a girl. But I didn't specify any gender with you, so you can make of it what you will.
Opening Critiques because even though I'm proud, I know there's always room for improvement. Of course, comments and/or faves are also appreciated.
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First off: Awh me heart activity increased a bit. ;w;
Originality scores low because mushy stuff is around the world~ xD And also these sad-teens-inner-thoughts-feels-bomb also isn't too rare. Feels-bomb.
Really cool piece you have here! So many feels-poking word.
I liked the way you started out with a female-ish(Could also be a guy) persona and then midway you switched to another different persona, either way, regardless of the gender, it still successfully featured an insecure teen's thoughts and feelings.
I agree that the second persona bit was even more heart tugging because of all the metaphors, simile,
But if it was from a guy's perspective, the increase of technique used is exactly what was needed! It shows that guys can also be emotional and clumsy when lovestruck, sending a message to readers that not all guys are jerks. They can also be sweethearts, they can also be sappy.
All in all, it was so sweet, made a great impact because the more I read it the more feels explode out. Extra points for starting out simple but getting deeper and more emotional making feels exploding!
Bravo!